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Well, you know all along i was so busy complaining and blaming everyone about everything. Most likely, i could not stand why everyone or other girls specifically seems like don't have a problem with moving on and in such a short time they got the replacement aka the new boyfriend. The truth is my friend, it's not like im super lonely or i hadn't even a single man make a move on me. The more i think about it, even the moment before i break up there is someone who's waiting on me and even right after i break up, but i was so blind and stupid to even realize or accept the truth. Anxiety and trust issues got you real bad and made you lose a lot of things in life or maybe that's just the way it is. But, i've been told many times i am loved by everyone and other man, sincerely. I just can't bring myself to believe it, ever. And by the time i'm writing this blog, i just lost another great guy and mourning over the bad guy. Hm i've realized this for like 3 y...


