Uncertainty

I always said, date the good guy. 

date the good guy, so you won’t get hurt.

and i did, i dated a good guy. 

but i’m hurt anyway.

I realize then when it comes to relationship, to love nothing is certain. There isn’t a shortcut to get a happy and fulfilling relationship. Dating a good guy, doesn’t necessarily mean he will love you with all his heart and never leave you. Dating a good guy doesn’t mean he won’t break a heart. From that moment on, i knew relationship is not about the one who you’re dating. It’s not about the personality, not about the characters, not about how he is as a human being. All of those are useless, if there’s no love to begin with. I can’t expect to be with someone good and not hurting if he doesn’t love me enough. Feelings and Love are the trickiest thing to figures out. You can’t force people feelings, you can’t control of how others feeling. However, one thing you can do is to make peace with yourself and accept the truth by not blaming yourself for the way he’s falling out of love from you. You are enough, nothing is wrong with you. 

This is part of a journey where you stumbled upon little rocks that will lead and prepared you to the miracle fountain.