SOMETIMES

s.o.m.e.t.i.m.e.s

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sometimes i got hurt, sometimes i hurt people because i got hurt.

sometimes i hurt people because i’ve been hurt before, to protect my heart.

sometimes i hurt people because i’m trying to protect them.

hurts can be done intentionally or unintentionally.

either way, it could be for positive or negative purposes.

either way, it still hurts.

you know what’s more hurt?

you don’t.

you know what’s caused it?

broken trust. lies. betrayal.

you know what’s healed it?

truth.

i’m scared to start over.

i’m scared, i might hurt people again.

i think i will.

but i need people.

i need someone.

someone who could put up with me.

brings peace to my life.

brings comfort to my life.

someone who.. made me feel loved.

made me love myself.

made be who i am.

i didn’t ask for who won’t hurt me.

at some point, they will.

but i need someone who’s stick with me.

even if he hurts me.

who won’t make me suffer alone.

who wont make me shed my tears alone.

who helps me heal.

who won’t leave, even when it gets hard.

who will stay, no matter what.

who will be grateful to god, to have me in their life.

who will be destroyed to lose me.